Well now I would say that I am a life long male to female transvestite. For those of you who don't actually understand the meaning of transvestite. I am not a crossdresser who wears a few pieces of sexy lingerie like a bra, panties and stockings. I dress totally as a female. When I was fourteen I put on my sisters panties and pantyhose and was extreemly turned on by the feminine way they made me feel. I felt so sexy and the feel of that silky nylon and the bikini panties how they fit me and gently hugging my butt. I loved it and knew I would never stop wearing her panties and pantyhose. As time went on I continued to dress up in her short tight dresses with hi heels and the more I did it the more feminine I was becomming. I kept my legs shaves and what was so great was I never had any body hair and facial was nothing more than peach fuzz. As I grew older and having my own appartment. I started to live totally as a female. I've done everything possible to be as feminine as I can and I am now considering breast implants because I want real breast. I don't consider myself to be gay because I'm not really into men. I do let men take me out on dates and go to clubs. When it comes to having sex I am more attracted to other passable oriented gurls like myself and I am totally into shemales. I think thats my main reason for having my breast done. The first time I let a shemale make love to me I felt like I was in heaven as it felt so wonderful having her deep inside me and I loved pleasing her orally too. It's rare to find a real woman who is into a gurl like me but they are out there. There into other woman but they like what I have between my legs in my panties. I guess I consider myself to be bisexual. Now guys remember the next time you start to flurt with a female she might be packing a nine in her panties LOL